because nothing works out for me. even a roses wasn’t given yet and my friend whom i call kuya doesn’t count to me or my mother who gives me roses. it saddens me at time but hey its life. maybe those dozens of roses hasn’t come yet.
i have actually taken of my ring. there’s nothing more i long for those days anymore. all i need is a dozen of roses to forget what i had before , since never been given one in my life , it would have been nice but only i can dream of.